The leaders retreat was over. I shared my testimony and i'm quite happy with it althought at times I still think about if more or less should be shared. I really think that the stage is one of the greatest enemies of my soul.

I don't know how its going to be if I were to go ahead with changing the format of our children service to one which requires myself to teach most of the week. It'll mean that I'm up on 'stage' almost every week and it'll have a big impact on me. I've struggled with this long enough so to me right now, if there's no doubt God's work is going to be done, I'll be working with the team to move forward. I suppose if i have such a short life time that I should give it my best to work this out.